Sunday, September 12, 2010
I'm crippled by my inability to separate the facets of my life. To get this out in a way that I could live with, I had to make it along side of everything else I have looming over me. I had to couple my problems and combine all my efforts into one. Everything must resonate in everything else. To do one thing, I must do all things. to work I have to unpack everything. Spread out everything I own and inspect all of it. String all my thought processes together into one ornate strand. Expand into chaos and retract back to the beginning. Big-Bang to Apocalypse and back. The tasks that build up all must come to one harmonious end note. As that note plays out, I can return to unknowing, blissful ignorance and baseness that only our single-celled ancestor's could have known. Until I'm able to notice that beginning is once more swelling, and chaos must ensue, because the laws of physics demand it.
Posted by Aaron at 4:51 PM